Here I m, and here's my heart
Deep down inside the author~
always I'm not the best,
but I'll always try to be better
than what I m now.........
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i jz dont get why i feel……..
so down after skyping…
it’s jz a small matter.. maybe i’m a bit peculiar..
i jz wish my loved ones would at least say….or agree with the things i feel is beautiful or nice or special..
sometimes she jz turn the thing opposite..and say this is bad..or even worse..
……….am i so bad in eyesight?
so bad in judging.? :( jz simply feel sad.
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today, currently, when I look at how my fren (siak yee) strive to get back his love with another gal…….
i’m actually looking back at….myself…when I saw photos dat my-ex has got a new boy :) u know…the feeling is strange…i would like to congratz her..
but how could i possible to do dat….
same to me, I have got my lovely new gf..who is so charming and awesome..
things, that is constantly happening around us, is “keep on changing”
u won’t know wad would happen next…but seriously if u knw…u’re the god…:P
but i jz wanna say, who knws wad is going to happen would be much better than wad u’re having previously….
when I was 1st in love, i thought she could be everything…
though my personality was so weak and wasn’t strong at all dat time….
but the break up between me and her, makes me learn a lot…:)
now i’m appreciating all i m having, including my gf (the most important asset to me currently) and all my best frens..and the business I have started..
and those who are helping me with my business…
sounds great :) i’m living great, growing rapidly, and having a desirable life….
that’s wad everyone wants, instead of….chasing wad which wouldn’t be wad u want….:)
The thing i Could be seriously thinking of is,
when we study, and then we work, and then we earn money, we marry, we have children. and all dat…..are we going to be rich like dat…
i dont feel so..that’s why and wad exactly i’m doing jz to improve the quality of my life..and earn money for myself…:))
amway products are awesome..:) that’s why i’m using it and i trust them a lot….
INstead of living with things arranged..i wanna make things happen with my own hands..:P
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wow, i guess myself oso dunno when i didn update this blog…….
for me, it’s a little bit..different…..i have grown up a little again..:)
literally~ …hehe
today my gf tell me she passed her ielts..(I knew she will)
and i’m really happy about it…u knw wad, the way she stop saying herself bad in english, and the way she knw she pass….it’s great !! xD
today i have completed one OPP, a really complete and the 1st time i did it..
with my upline beside me…it’s really awesome..
when u are trying to tell ppl about wad u knw.and an awesome plan,
althou not many ppl will agree..but for those who understand this plan..
this is the 1st step to succeed…:)
Similarly, today ginapi fetched us to gurney to watched the lady..
a not very nice movie..but expressing how a lady desperates for democracy for her country..not bad though..
I guess it’s time to sleep..
damn miss u :) nightttttzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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It’s awful..that i ruined everything~
Yeah, it’s a morning…
i m quite lost with my feelings…
guess she is just extremely mad with me..
i really hoped that i can explain and everything gets fine..
but seems, i really made a big mistake..
criticizing…i really don’t mean to, i m…commenting..oh ya, its my fault…
i dont think so much when i m saying..but……..it’s just an coincidence…that i speaked that out…
and…ya, i’m really sad now, without her…
smsing with me and talking about usual things.~ :(
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ANd here I’m again ! :)
late at night….
I have just finished a lot of foooods…..:)
feel a sense of satisfaction after coming back..
but i m kinda worried dat i can’t study much here TT
hope everything gets fine…
god bless me….
and..i planted her present..
expecting and wishing it will grow nicely :)
jz like our love..<3
another week without u…….kinda lonely :(
